Be happy. Be yourself. If others don't like it, then let them be. Happiness is a choice.
Black Beauty
I have asked the Creator to send me a bird as my next companion in life, but as creative as he is, he sends me a new born piggy.
The Creator can be humorous in ways of giving us lessons and hopefully we learn from them, if not they will be repeated till learned.
This lovely girl was found in the middle of nowhere by friend of mine who was coming to visit me as she spotted by the side of the main road something moving. So she stopped and realized it’s just day or two old piggy.
Since there was no farm around she picked her and took her to my place with hope something can be done. We could not locate where she comes from and why was she on road, but most probably was lost or fallen from some pickup truck or trailer during transport as no other explanation was suited to this situation. Also we could not get any pig milk to feed her so we did our best to take care of such young ❤.
My son loved the idea of having a pig for his pet, as we had many discussions about how normally they are only used for ham and bacon products. We started to build her a little house and area to live in our park. Give her care and cow’s milk as was best we could find. She could move but had difficult time breathing. She managed to survive the first night and we were all ready excited on her progress as we hoped this one was saved from becoming dinner for someone.
Than it got worse, she started to reject the milk, started to poo, shake and stopped moving. Day turned into survival battle.
All this made my son Finn cry and myself was not able to save her. With her eyes open she was slowly saying good bye in my arms.
After massage of heart and some help on breathing she finally left this dimension with vision on our desperate urge to help her keep here.
Finn was desperate crying why she passed and I had a difficult time to explain him the process of soul transition.
She came to teach us how precious life is and beautiful in any form of living. She did not came to feed human beings.
Her look reminded us that Love for life is precious.
We held a small funeral for her in the sand dunes, where her body will feed other forms of life.
While her soul hopefully forgave us, with hope we did our best to accompany her transformation in such a short period of Life.
Animal kingdom is not here to feed us, rather teach us…
The journey to Gregor has started a month before taking the actual flight to Fuerteventura. We were chatting and suddenly he sent me an Angel card…and that message made a huge, profound impact on me in that specific moment. It was very deep and personal…so I immediately knew, that there is something going on, a deeper process. Feelings were not pleasant at all… In my understanding, the spiritual growth is usually connected with (unpleasant) Truth, which we are not willing to accept in a light way…treasures are hidden in darkness, out of the comfort zone. At that point I knew, that I must go and visit him.
So I did. Nothing dramatic happened there: we slept in a handmade dorm made of mud, I have produced myself the very first orgonite, we listened to Gregor’s nonchalant stories about humanity and spirituality, he has driven us all around the island being a good host… I would describe him as a person who is not trying to please but he is kind, a person who is crazy but at the same time completely in focus. And he says, that during sessions he can produce sounds with his mouth, that are so annoying that people around would break down and getting breakthroughs…I really believe he can do that!
Though nothing spectacular has happened I came back somehow different… I stopped smoking ganja (which I have smoked for a long time but never gain enough will to stop), I stopped eating diary and my physical condition and sport preparation increased in a week. So, there was nothing to gain at Gregor’s place, but mainly to lose…
If I need to describe the whole experience with a sentence would be: »You want have fire first and later get the wood!?«.
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